Oooh two in a row!

Go me, two blogs in a row! Too bad neither are as cramazing as this, but I try. When I focus.

Anyway. We're attempting to write music right now...but only Katie seems to be focused. Me is sleepy and distracted, and M is messing with downloads.

And now we're talking about alcohol.

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I think we're crazy.

Hi. Look, M, I'm finally posting! *sticks out tongue*

So, we're chatting on Skype. Katie's been sooo productive tonight, and M and I are goofing off (okay, mostly just me...one of those moods tonight!). Anyway, we're working once again, now that classes are over or almost over for the semester (or in M's case, winter break). Hopefully the blog will be kept up once again now that we're back :)

Posting FAIL

Come on, guys! Post blogs!

Since the other two are slackers, I'll post again. :P

In talking to Katie over IM this evening, we've both learned some important things. We might have actually learned these progressively over the last week, but we actually talked about it tonight. Since we're basing the three main characters off ourselves, this gives way to some deep, deep exploration. This kind of exploration feels...weird, for lack of a better word. As Katie pointed out to me, it's almost like we're judging ourselves...we don't want to share the weaknesses too, but that's what's going to translate well into the characters we're creating for this show.

For me, though? This kind of exploration is almost painful...but not a bad painful. If that makes any sense at all. It almost makes me feel sad...not depressed, but just a little sad. There are feelings I've unearthed that I think I've been keeping down. Particularly the feelings linked to my fear of graduation. The hardest of these feelings, for me, is the feeling of failure. That's what I think I'm most scared of with graduation. I'm scared I'm not going to succeed. And that's a hard fear to face and a hard emotion to overcome. I can deal with being scared of graduation itself--it's a one-day event and then it's over and done with. I can't deal as easily with that fear of failure.

But in discovering these deeper emotions and fears and things that are making me tick that I didn't even realize much before...I've discovered a deeper level to the character of Aimee. She has now, finally, been set apart more from the other two. They're no longer just three girls who could be interchangeable. Digging into these emotions, as weird or painful or whatever that may be, that's what's setting these characters apart. And that's a big leap for us to make at this point.

Ordering tickets stresses me out

This has absolutely nothing to do with this musical, other than the fact that I was buying tickets for a musical I've been fan girling for...years. But I'm going to take out my stress on here anyway.

So, my roommate Kathleen...my friend Tracy...and I are all going to take a spring break trip together. Woohoo! And the plan has been since, oh, about June that we're going to swing by Appleton, WI first to see the tour of Wicked and then spend several days in Chicago. Fantastic. Great plan. We're psyched. It'll be my third time seeing the show, Kathleen's second, and Tracy's first (awww). We put hotels on reservation a couple weeks ago and then we're all like "time to order tickets for Wicked!"

This sounds easier than it was. Tickets went on sale today...7am central time at the Wisconsin box office (oh, too bad I live in Ohio)...10am central time online. Great. So I get up at 10am my time to check that Ticketmaster hasn't made a glitch and opened the orders early. No such luck. At exactly 11am our time, Kathleen and I are sitting in our apartment, both with our laptops (mine on Ticketmaster, hers on the seating chart) and we start trying to find tickets.

We first search for three tickets, best available seating, 7:30 pm on Feb. 28...

"We're sorry, there are no tickets that match your search."

Okay...three tickets, best available seating, 2pm on Feb. 28...

"We're sorry, there are no tickets that match your search."

We try this series about 50 million more times before we search for three tickets, best available seating, 7:30pm Feb. 27....

We get some seats, but that means we'll have to drive instead of taking the bus. And our indecisiveness came into play here, because we couldn't decide if it was worth it. And by the time we decided it was...

"You have run out of the allotted time and these tickets have been re-released."

*groan*

Long story short...we ended up having to order one set of 2 tickets and then one single ticket. Not the best scenario, because we'll be on opposite ends of the theatre from each other (even though we're in the same section) and we ended up in the Grand Tier (not our first choice). We keep justifying this to ourselves to make us feel better that it didn't work out the way we wanted.

"Well, at least we'll all be seeing Wicked at the same show."

Special trio

I'll give us credit...we have started to get some stuff done. B got down some song lyrics, potential dialogue, and some character development. I know this because she emailed us...I'm not being a creeper. I got down a few pages of book tonight...a large portion of which is some of the potential dialogue B created.

However...while we did actually chat tonight...we didn't really chat about the show. We chatted about everything except the show, though...sang some random songs...had a few long, awkward silences while everyone was doing their own thing.

But, you know what? Even when we don't get stuff done, I love these chats. I love when we just talk. It's nice to have someone to talk to online who isn't someone who have to deal with 24-7 at school or at home. And, really, a lot of time we have a lot of fun. We have our conversations that are more meaningful and stuff...and we have our conversations that are just ridiculous, where we're all almost peeing ourselves with laughter. And we have a couple inside jokes...already...after just a few days of talking. Something about people not going to bed when someone's in the bathroom (I'm not elaborating) and you can always make us giggle if you say "quickies." We're a special trio, but that's what makes this fun!

Count Your Blessings

School has forced us to take a night off from our brainstorming chats. While getting an education is important, it is most definitely not as fun as our random conversations. We're all sort of struggling at the moment with the place we are in our lives. We're struggling to figure out our futures and to finally be "grown up." We're using these lovely life experiences to fuel our creativity and using this musical as an outlet for our emotions. We know there are lots of people out there who need one more show tune to procrastinate to... But in all honesty, where we are now is going to be a huge part of our musical. Creating the characters, families, struggles, and situations has really made me think a lot about myself. I was playing, "Count Your Blessings" earlier on my piano. It's a song from White Christmas and some of the lyrics really pertain to us and our lives.

When I'm worried and I can't sleep
I count my blessings instead of sheep
And I fall asleep counting my blessings
When my bankroll is getting small
I think of when I had none at all
And I fall asleep counting my blessings
I think about a nursery and I picture curly heads
And one by one I count them as they slumber in their beds
If you're worried and you can't sleep
Just count your blessings instead of sheep
And you'll fall asleep counting your blessings

Even tonight as B and I sit complaining about our take home quizzes and papers, we have a lot of blessings to count. We so often joke about how our lives aren't that great because we can't get to NYC but in all honesty, we've got so much more than we could ever ask for. I love how music can speak to people in ways words can't and that's part of the reason I need to write the music for this musical. I need to use what I've been learning since I can remember and turn it into something that can be communicated to others in the way I can't say with words. I am so excited to get this musical going and I know that our well deserved break is coming in just a few weeks. I am very excited about this project and I know that I should count my blessings for the pure joy it has given me. So remember, when you're lying in bed tonight thinking about your struggles, remember how much you have and how blessed you are. And you'll fall asleep counting your blessings.

Stupid school.

So, we haven't gotten much done today. Between school and other commitments plus our lack of attention span, this is gonna take a lot longer to do than I thought! Good news, though, is that we all have our notebooks to keep with us for ideas so that we don't space out and forget ideas when we all get online each night. Crossing fingers that we will be able to pull this off in a reasonable amount of time! :D